Updated: 01/23/2019 10:25 AM | First Published: 01/23/2019 09:19 AM

Alaskan Bush People Star Rain Brown Shares Emotional Story and Matt Brown's New YouTube Channel

Rain Brown is standing a highway wearing a check-shirt

Youngest daughter of the Brown family, Rain Brown has been a fan favorite since Alaskan Bush People first premiered on the Discovery Channel on May 6, 2014. Recently, the 16 years old reality star shared a lengthy personal note remembering her childhood alongside her childhood image.

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I remember going out with my brothers and sister while we would cook dinner on the fire, we would play games about knights and hidden doors magical worlds with horses and fairy’s, there was a very old cabin that wasn’t far from where we were staying at the time I remember looking in the windows and imagining who could have lived there and what their life might have been like, I would imagine a happy family living there with “grown up” problems and it seemed wonderful lolz I couldn’t wait until I could be a wife and a mother everyone always told me not to rush to grow up that I would wish I was a kid again but to tell you the truth I don’t regret growing up at all and I definitely don’t regret being as mature as I am/was To me I’ve lived twice as long as I really have, I’ve thought different my whole life, i never thought of myself as a kid so Ive never missed it because I never was, to me I was a woman who was in a child’s body waiting until the day where the world would see me as I see myself I’m still not there all the way but slowly and surely The world is seeing the woman I’ve always been. This is a very long and personal post, but I hope you can take something from it and learn from it. If you see your soul as something your body isn’t. That doesn’t mean your wrong. It doesn’t mean that God made a mistake. It simply means that he put you where you are so you can find the strength to be where you want to be. The world may never see you as you feel, people may say mean things, people may laugh, or judge, but I promise there will be people who support you and see the soul that resides inside you, and they will love you. Just like I do ♥️ #staystrong #stayhappy

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Rain has been through a lot lately. Last year she had opened up about her mental health struggles. She talked about how stressful her life had been since they moved to their new homestead in Washington. Last year had been a roller ride for the Brown family. First, they had to move to Washington due to mother Ami Brown’s cancer. The same year Matt, the eldest son of Brown family, had re-entered rehab for alcohol abuse after suffering yet another relapse. Recently, Matt, 35, announced that he is opening a new YouTube channel. “My new YouTube channel! Check it out more to the adventure” he wrote in an Instagram Post.

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